Feel so tired easily lately. Am I getting old or is it just me feeling tired of life? No, I am not suicidal, just that there’s almost nothing worth looking forward to in life. Anyway, why am I still awake at this hour? Time to hit the sack…

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Met up with an old friend for a quick catch up over dinner today. Been 6 to 7 years already I believe. A little surprised at how much time has passed, how some things have changed and how he has kind of made some progress in life. I still have yet to make any progress. It feels so hard to change myself in order to break out of the status quo and improve my current situation… Am I that lousy as a person?

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Even though I asked simply because I couldn’t control my want to know and won’t do anything about it after that, deep down, my dark side is making me feel like I am backstabbing. 本当にひどい人わけです。

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Heard an interesting story or two that happened before I joined the company. Guess I should pay more attention to how I come across as to other people if I don’t want to end up blacklisted. If only it is easy to get people’s impression of yourself just by looking at faces…

Time to go sleep after a long day with overtime. Already dozing off at work.

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For some reasons, this lazybum of an author is back! Not that it’s something to celebrate. Just here to rant about things that happened since the last post so i don’t forget…

First of all, happy graduation! I am now a 社会人. Though having worked for close to 4 months, other than work and playing games with friends, I don’t even know what I truly want from life at the moment. A prof mentioned “do your FYP(find your partner)”, but where got so easy. If so easy, divorce rates won’t so high la. Ppl who dun do FYP like myself will always be second-classupper.

Grad trip: didn’t really thought much of it during the trip but kind of miss those days already. So carefree though was still leeching off parents for money. Everyone’s got our own lives already so it’s impossible to go back to those days. Sigh.

Lately having a few mini-breakdowns. All are self-triggered due to 一厢情愿and second-guessing people’s thoughts about me. Took a while to let things go but it just becomes a vicious cycle. MUST GET OUT OF IT!

Note: This post is so unstructured that I cannot bear to read it.

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