Been busy that time just flew by. Was able to get more things done and also more useful to others I think. But when I reflect on myself, I still find myself empty on the inside, as though something is missing. Hoping that good life-changing events will come soon.

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Feel so tired easily lately. Am I getting old or is it just me feeling tired of life? No, I am not suicidal, just that there’s almost nothing worth looking forward to in life. Anyway, why am I still awake at this hour? Time to hit the sack…

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Met up with an old friend for a quick catch up over dinner today. Been 6 to 7 years already I believe. A little surprised at how much time has passed, how some things have changed and how he has kind of made some progress in life. I still have yet to make any progress. It feels so hard to change myself in order to break out of the status quo and improve my current situation… Am I that lousy as a person?

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Even though I asked simply because I couldn’t control my want to know and won’t do anything about it after that, deep down, my dark side is making me feel like I am backstabbing. 本当にひどい人わけです。

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Heard an interesting story or two that happened before I joined the company. Guess I should pay more attention to how I come across as to other people if I don’t want to end up blacklisted. If only it is easy to get people’s impression of yourself just by looking at faces…

Time to go sleep after a long day with overtime. Already dozing off at work.

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